New/Used Car

I just bought a used car (new to me). I am sooo excited!
With this car, I really want to keep up with all the car maintenance I am supposed to and I want to keep it clean. So, I am trying to figure out what all I need to keep up.
So far, I have this list: Oil change (Duh!), Rotation of Tires (Duh!), Water Filter, Windshield Wipers, Tire pressure check (including spare), air filters, transmission fluid, air coolant, and windshield wiper fluid. I want to routinely check as much as I can. I want to take care of this car! Any ideas on other things for me to check?


True Love

I have been in love before. But there have been a couple problems with my love. One, the guy I have been in love with, our on and off relationships have lasted a max of 2 months. My longest relationship is 2 months and 13 days and that was in 7th grade.. The closest I’ve came to that is 2 months and 10 days with the guy I am referring to. :/ Second, I have never had a good love. Not one that made me want to take a ton of pictures of us and post them on all social networks. The ex I am referring to, I wanted to do all that but we were long distance and he didn’t love me enough (I assume) to come down here and see me.

So, I have decided that I am giving up. I am giving God complete control over my love life. When I saw a cute guy, I used to be very bold and go up to him and ask for his number or add him on Facebook. I used to be the chaser. But now, I am going to let the guys come to me. Have them chase me. I want a guy to chase me soo bad. I want a guy to fight for me. I want a guy to like me for me and not want just sex from me. There have 3 guys that I have had really great dates with (well only 2 I have had dates with) and the other one, we just snap chatted and texted a lot and all 3 of them made me happy. All 3 made me feel special and like they wanted me. One of them even did a kiss that he grabbed my face and pulled it to him (like the one in the middle of the collage–my favorite pic and the one thing I love when a guy does and you can tell he really wants to kiss her) but 1 of them said he only wanted a hookup. The other 2 have persisted in asking for sex. As I told my guy friend, I suspect I am unlovable and just fuckable (excuse my language but it makes sense with that word). He told me to hush and to not talk like that. But it’s true…


Collage Information: I stole these pics from Instagram because this is the type of love I want. A guy that will take cute kissy photos with me to post. A guy that looks like he loves me, which is what these guys look like. My favorite photo is the center of the collage because it’s the one thing I have always wanted in a relationship. <<Of course the guy who does it to me, doesn’t want me for anything but sex..



Every Monday = New Post

I decided I would make it a habit to post every Monday. If it happens I make it on Monday and another day, that’s fine.. As long as I have one on Monday! So that said, let’s get down to what I’m talking about today!

My summer has just begun! I took my last final Friday and so now I am trying to figure out how to make my summer as productive as I can. I don’t plan on being a lazy bum this summer. I can’t even tell you what I did last summer. But I want to get a lot of things done this summer. So I am going to start out learning calligraphy and learning java script.

Also, this past weekend, Saturday night to be exact, I got drunk for the first time. Epic experience. And one item on my bucket list checked off. 🙂

That’s all for now!

So Much, Too Little Time


This semester of classes really took my time. I have never been so stressed or so busy in my college career. Last semester I was busy with the sorority but I didn’t have busy classes so it wasn’t so bad. But this semester, the sorority stuff died down, but my classes kicked in! There are just sooo many things I want to do but I never have time for them! So, I figured I would make a list so that when the semester is finally over, I can look back on this post and check off all these things that I plan on doing them in the summer.

  • Scrapbooking
  • Crafting (Pinterest Stuff)
  • A picture a day (I bought an app to help with this. I have yet to use it for a week)
  • Coding
  • Photography (just taking pictures)
  • Writing (I love to get Prompts to write from)
  • Researching (I really love researching topics that I am interested in)
  • Traveling (I don’t have time or money for it)
  • Seeing Concerts (I love watching concerts!)
  • Working Out (Another app I bought to help do this :/)
  • Geocaching (I love to travel and find stuff)
  • Reading (I used to read daily and last year I read 100 books between January and February!)
  • App development (I have an idea for an app and I want it to come alive)
  • Collecting (I have all these things that I collect.. I want to make the collections more abundant!) (I collect: keychains from concerts, smashed pennies, jump drives, and coozies)
  • Design (make my own images on photoshop to use on here as well as my own website)
  • Organize (I want to know every piece of clothing I own. I also want to figure out all the movies and books I own. I want to also organize my room/closet to make sure my room is all nice and neat.)
  • Learn Calligraphy
  • Make my own jewelry (pinterest again.. ha)